I usually start my day whining about not getting enough sleep because my sister kept on pushing me until I fell out of the bed. But once I get out of the bed, everything is fast-paced. It's not that I do things in a jiffy or possess the powers of Flash, but I always wake up late. I get to feed on burnt toast, get out of the shower with a bit of shampoo stuck in my hair, almost set my house on fire because I forgot to unplug the iron, or if I was lucky enough, forget my wallet, cellphone or worse, my school ID. Maybe it's time I should get myself a Remembrall.

I am the type of person who always takes the fastest, easiest and cheapest way to a certain place. So whenever I start my trip, it's either I take the train or ride the jeepney; if I was "rich" enough, I ride an FX cab. Usually I take the jeepney, not because it's the fastest but the fare is much cheaper than the other two. However, the risk of doing so is I have to wake up two hours before my "departure" time, or if I was late, face the abominable wrath of my dear morning professors, or face the dreaded "F.A" marking on the class card. Duh!!

Upon arriving in school, the first question my classmates will ask me is if I have brushed/combed my hair because I look like some prostitute that has been harrassed by 25 vikings. (FYI: I don't comb or brush my hair when going out... I usually forget it!) or my friends would conduct a sort-of "makeover session" to fix my "raped" look.

For the next 6-7 hours, I do nothing but copy notes, stare at the ceiling in case the subject is too boring to comprehend, answer quizzes or sleep in my seat. Aside from being known as the "Hairbrush Girl", I am also known in the class as the "Ghost" because I rarely come to class and complete the entire school session (Don't tell my Mom!). It's not that I cut class but it's either I get locked outside, or I am late as usual or I am not in the mood for the subject... (Not cutting eh?!) Where do I usually go in case I "disappeared"? Well, I go to the library, to the nearest computer shop or to the canteen... and max out the entire allowance for the day.

After class, I am usually found hanging-out someplace with my boyfriend, frequenting the nearest coffee shops and eat.. or play computer games. An hour or two later, I go home-- STRAIGHT.

So, how do I spend the remaining hours of my day? It's either I do some household chores, watch TV, do my assignments, call my friends on the phone or use my remaining prepaid load to text everyone I know. If I'm bored, I doodle or do something naughty (like killing someone) to come up with another entry in my blog. I don't have some beautifying rituals before I go to sleep... no moisturizers, no lotions... I just take a shower, dress up and go to sleep-- usually with my hair still wet. I don't believe in the saying that I'll be loony if I sleep with my hair wet, I'm already loony for crying out loud!

So that's it. I take a shower and get some shut-eye... and wait till my clumsy sister pushes me until I fell off the bed, for the NTH time.

Grrrr... Aaarrgh... Must Kill Lloyd!

What's worse than being broke?

Being stood up by your so-called boyfriend/girlfriend when you are in need of their help.

Yes folks, I've been stood up, by the person who's supposed to be helping me... one of the most important people in my life-- my boyfriend. I was expecting to meet him at 1:00 this afternoon in a computer shop, sad to say he did not arrive-- not until an hour later. For the next fifteen minutes, I thought of nothing but think of really bad things that might be the cause of his delay. I was teary-eyed, I needed him to help me with a problem that has been bugging me a week before. But instead of finding someone who can I cry my heart out, I saw no familiar face in the computer shop. I spent the remaining 45 minutes reflecting about my sordid life and how should I react if he ever comes. Ten minutes later, he arrived. I was mad, not at him, but at myself. I was supposed to be angry but I smiled at him, I don't know if I was being plastic or if I'm just relieved he was around. I forgot my problem when he offered to treat me in some canteen. We ate siopao and minutes later, went to another computer shop to play Ragnarok. Woe to me!!

Two hours later and after a few games in Ragnarok, I went to his house to relax. At first it was ok, I was fine after that stood-up incident. But lo and behold.. a minute later, somebody called -- it was Hazelle, his so-called "stalker". I was red with rage, but he told me not to be jealous because she's just a friend.. great! He referred to her as a "stalker" but he talks to her casually as if she was a friend? Some stalker eh... Can you do that? I made a move, saying things like "his girlfriend is here... can you please put down the phone so I can spend more time with him?" while he was talking to her... he just smiled-- and continued the conversation.

Inside, I wanted to take the couch in my arms and hurl it at him. Or smash his head like a watermelon... I wanted to ask him if I'm still existing or not? I don't know... I'm being jealous again, is that healthy?

*takes Sanzo's gun and starts shooting everybody in the room... few minutes later she is being hit with a paper fan by Sanzo... OUCH!*

A few milliseconds later, he put down the phone and started to make me feel better.. sorry, but the scars are here to stay! I pretended I was okay, deep inside I wanted to kill him .. literally!! I also want to fire a cannon to that bitch who's trying to steal my boyfriend. Thirty minutes later, I went home... I ignored him because I was really mad at him.

Am I being pathetic? Could somebody lend me a gun so I can kill him? He made me feel bad... REALLY BAD!

I need a break...

I want to sleep... my eyelids are getting heavy... my vision's a blur and I'm starting to feel light.

I'm so sleepy.

What's with the weather these days? I can't determine whether it is hot or freezing outside. Is it because Christmas is just around the corner or maybe the snows in the North Pole are starting to melt due to Global Warming... is it the end of the world? If that's the case, I'm ABSOLUTELY fine with it! No evil, idiotic creatures to mess with, no pollution, no nonsense... and I won't be existing anymore. Oh no!

*excuse me, I'm so sleepy I'm starting to dream... *

Anyway, I'm not feeling fine today... I woke up with a fever and it's starting to take it's toll. I'm so dizzy... but I can't sleep, not yet... I don't know, maybe I'm so hot that I find it difficult to close my eyes... Aargh! Must sleep... must rest... this fever's killing me!

I've got to end this cause I'm not making sense anymore

Thanks for the people who commented yesterday. I'm feeling fine right now. However, since I didn't have any decent thing to write about yesterday, and my quiz freak side have struck again, I took some quizzes.

Got this one from tetsuko_chan69... Thanks bro!


You are Sanzo!


Saiyuki Personality Quiz
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And another...


You are Kaoru! You're such a sweet person but
sometimes can be very nasty. You don't like to
be alone and always look out for someone you
want to be with even though someone is already
by your side! Open up yourself and you'll do
fine.


Rurouni Kenshin Personality Quiz (Samurai X)
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Now, for the crazy part... what's the worst thing that comes with college life... six letters, one dreaded word... THESIS. Aargh! I hate to say this, I like research but thesis? Man! it's like doing your teacher's homework for something you're not given credit for!

We're having lots of dilemmas regarding our darn thesis, which by the way is about the Day-Care Teachers of the Aeta Communities in Tarlac. Although the Office of the Community Development will shoulder the entire expenses, my parents were ballistic to find out that I'm being sent back to the mountains again (We went there last October 11 for an exposure... on the next day, I suffered from flu). I wasn't really interested in the topic, although it would be for a noble cause. My friend kept on asking me if this would be much of a burden for me, and I kept on answering NO although my head says YES. First, my parents don't allow me to go out that much; second, they were concerned about my health; and lastly they fear I might not return from the said trip (eh?). However, by adventurous side got the knack and agreed to join... it's for a cause anyway, and who knows? My friend and I might be considered as heroes! Aahhh... my dream of becoming the would-be-superhero-of-the-Milky-Way-Galaxy has finally come true! *drool.... tries levitating... gets whacked with a paper fan by Sanzo*

We worked on the introduction for our research, and found out that we have bitten off more than we can chew... damn! We can't even start the paragraph. Great! *gets Sanzo's gun and start shooting everybody in the room... gets pecked by Hakuryu* We're in big trouble...

After a few hours and after huge reams of paper, we finished the intro. The war has just begun... I'm gonna faint!

I can't understand why I keep answering quizzes.. is this because my brain cells isn't working properly that I can't work to rant something.. which is my favorite thing to do anyway, or probably the world is so boring that there's nothing to rant about. Can somebody help me? I might die doing this... I need to control this stuff... AARGH!!

Oh well..

you are tan #D2B48C

Your dominant hues are red and yellow... most of what you do is motivated by your need to change things and have a good time, but you've been known to settle down and think out a situation, too. You tend to surprise people just when they're starting to feel like they've got you down. Your saturation level is low - You stay out of stressful situations and advise others to do the same. You may not be the go-to person when something really needs done, but you know never to blow things out of proportion. Your outlook on life is brighter than most people's. You like the idea of influencing things for the better and find hope in situations where others might give up. You're not exactly a bouncy sunshine but things in your world generally look up.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

By the way, have you ever wondered why I love ranting so much? Well, I'm just the type of person who would pay a ticket to watch a mime burn to flames... or fill my friend's room with spiders when I know that he's scared to death with him. HERE'S WHY...

*gets Satan's trident and starts hurling it at Lloyd.. *
*Lloyd gets his pet boa and throws it at Golda.. Golda runs in terror*



Hmmm... maybe it's time I give my beloved a tour to the elephant show... he HATES ELEPHANTS! Mwahahaha!!!

It's Christmastime once again... and what the hell, should I care? This weather's bugging me so much that I can't even wake up due to a massive headache.. it's not morning sickness, though, nor it is a hang-over of some sort.. the weather's really bad, that is. Aside from that, I'm having a dilemma whether should I get a sweater or an umbrella, because it's cloudy and there's really a cool breeze wafting around that makes me wonder if there's a storm or something.. Aah, Christmas... Bah humbug!

Earlier this morning I rode an FX cab to school, and a few blocks later, this middle-aged lady came in. At first, I thought she was going to a tiangge or something because she's carrying loads of boxes, but after a few minutes, this weird smell began to fill the air... I thought it was her hairspray (methinks she got a perm because her hair's really curly), but lo and behold, the boxes she's carrying were not gifts nor packages for the tiangge... it was firecrackers. The smell really made me sick, I thought I was going to vomit because for some reasons, it was really stinky. On the other hand, it made me think of the evil plans I have for new year, for instance, quarrelling with my little cousins for the remote control clicker, or maybe set my friend's house on fire because she did not let me lend her PS cd's, blah blah.. who cares about resolutions? It doesn't happen anyway!

As for school, we were scheduled to report about Greek Gods and Goddesses, but sadly, my dear professor scheduled me for next year! Great! More time for preparations, more reason for me to be lethargic about it... all the vain efforts to present a report for nothing! oh well!

Speaking of flea markets and lethargic moments, maybe it's time I should check Divisoria, Quiapo and Baclaran now... before I run out of money and good gifts to give to my inaanaks... better yet, maybe it's time I should find a good hiding place to run and hide.

Aah... The hassles of Christmas Season.... just great!

It's Christmastime once again... and what the hell, should I care? This weather's bugging me so much that I can't even wake up due to a massive headache.. it's not morning sickness, though, nor it is a hang-over of some sort.. the weather's really bad, that is. Aside from that, I'm having a dilemma whether should I get a sweater or an umbrella, because it's cloudy and there's really a cool breeze wafting around that makes me wonder if there's a storm or something.. Aah, Christmas... Bah humbug!

Earlier this morning I rode an FX cab to school, and a few blocks later, this middle-aged lady came in. At first, I thought she was going to a tiangge or something because she's carrying loads of boxes, but after a few minutes, this weird smell began to fill the air... I thought it was her hairspray (methinks she got a perm because her hair's really curly), but lo and behold, the boxes she's carrying were not gifts nor packages for the tiangge... it was firecrackers. The smell really made me sick, I thought I was going to vomit because for some reasons, it was really stinky. On the other hand, it made me think of the evil plans I have for new year, for instance, quarrelling with my little cousins for the remote control clicker, or maybe set my friend's house on fire because she did not let me lend her PS cd's, blah blah.. who cares about resolutions? It doesn't happen anyway!

As for school, we were scheduled to report about Greek Gods and Goddesses, but sadly, my dear professor scheduled me for next year! Great! More time for preparations, more reason for me to be lethargic about it... all the vain efforts to present a report for nothing! oh well!

Speaking of flea markets and lethargic moments, maybe it's time I should check Divisoria, Quiapo and Baclaran now... before I run out of money and good gifts to give to my inaanaks... better yet, maybe it's time I should find a good hiding place to run and hide.

Aah... The hassles of Christmas Season.... just great!

It's Christmastime once again... and what the hell, should I care? This weather's bugging me so much that I can't even wake up due to a massive headache.. it's not morning sickness, though, nor it is a hang-over of some sort.. the weather's really bad, that is. Aside from that, I'm having a dilemma whether should I get a sweater or an umbrella, because it's cloudy and there's really a cool breeze wafting around that makes me wonder if there's a storm or something.. Aah, Christmas... Bah humbug!

Earlier this morning I rode an FX cab to school, and a few blocks later, this middle-aged lady came in. At first, I thought she was going to a tiangge or something because she's carrying loads of boxes, but after a few minutes, this weird smell began to fill the air... I thought it was her hairspray (methinks she got a perm because her hair's really curly), but lo and behold, the boxes she's carrying were not gifts nor packages for the tiangge... it was firecrackers. The smell really made me sick, I thought I was going to vomit because for some reasons, it was really stinky. On the other hand, it made me think of the evil plans I have for new year, for instance, quarrelling with my little cousins for the remote control clicker, or maybe set my friend's house on fire because she did not let me lend her PS cd's, blah blah.. who cares about resolutions? It doesn't happen anyway!

As for school, we were scheduled to report about Greek Gods and Goddesses, but sadly, my dear professor scheduled me for next year! Great! More time for preparations, more reason for me to be lethargic about it... all the vain efforts to present a report for nothing! oh well!

Speaking of flea markets and lethargic moments, maybe it's time I should check Divisoria, Quiapo and Baclaran now... before I run out of money and good gifts to give to my inaanaks... better yet, maybe it's time I should find a good hiding place to run and hide.

Aah... The hassles of Christmas Season.... just great!

Last week was a disaster, it's not that I suffered from massive, decapitating injuries that almost gave me brain damage, but it seems like everybody I know is in an unusual case of bad mood. I don't know if it's due to the planetary alignment, which I doubt if it really happens, or maybe it's just an effect of the weird weather we're having or maybe it is just a reason to spread some holiday cheers (Eh?!).

For instance, last Wednesday, my Mom and my sis Oya had a fight about the telephone because my sis was using it for a long time (as if for an hour or so), and to make matters worse, my mom was expecting a call from abroad. During their "verbal brawl", my sister claimed that she was helping a friend about some problem. My mom told my sis that she doesn't care if she's helping someone or not as long as it is time for her to use the phone. My sis went haywire, to the point that she almost cursed my mom, however, my dear mother threatened her that if she kept on acting like that, she might reconsider about paying her tuition fees... worse, my sister would stop school. My sister cried, and shut the door as she went out of the room. A few minutes later, I got involved with the situation (which surprised me 'cause I haven't done anything.. YET!) and ended up cursing my mom as well (on my own, of course). Somehow, I'm starting to think that my mom's on a mid-life crisis... or yet beginning her menopausal stage. Hahaha!

Then came Thursday, at first I thought all is well again... I was wrong! Remember the thesis I was ranting about? Well, let's just say that it seems that we bit off more than we can chew. Although we are granted financial support by UST's Office for Community Development, we have to write bazillions of letters to permit our own-of-town thesis! Aargh! The headache, no, the migraine and tumors I have to endure. I should have said "NO" in the first place!

*starts singing Johnny Hates Jazz's Turn Back The Clock... gets choke-slammed by Kane*

In addition to this, I have to persuade my parents to let me climb the mountains of Bamban, Tarlac to conduct the research! So we made a draft waiver to allow us to do the said sortie. I went home and asked my dad's permission. Next thing I know, I was grounded. My dad went ballistic upon seeing our "waiver". Anyway, who would allow two girls to climb a mountain? The only good thing is that... I'M SAVED!

Yesterday, I declared my life as officially over. Don't get me wrong, though, I did not slit my throat or something, it's just that apart from everything I've been through the past few days, this has been the worst. Again, it's about our dreaded thesis... my thesis partner, Marj, had already set an appointment with the DSWD Municipal Officer in Bamban... only to find out that aside from writing letters for the funding, we have to make a project proposal to allow us to do the research! Later that night, my mom and sister had another fight.. this time, with the remote control clicker.. We were watching SmackDown when my Mom went to the room and changed the channels. My sister, who at the same was eating Chocolate Mousse (yum!) went like "Sheesh!", and my brother (who I can say is a Mama's Boy for making "sipsip" everytime my Mom's around), got the cake from her plate and slammed it on her face. The fight started.. my Mom threatened my sister again, ignoring the fact that it was my brother who started the whole fight. A few minutes later, my sister went to the toilet and slammed the door shut. My mom was cursing, my brother went out of the room... I ignored them all. I slept.

With these situations that happened last week, the only thing missing in our house is a wrestling arena.

Happy Monthsary to me!

It's me and my boyfriend's monthsary today! I'm so thrilled.. well, not mushy-thrilled though, I'm just happy we've come this far, and I hope we stay this way. Despite the fact I almost "killed" him in my last entry, I'm just glad he understood the hell I was going through or else.. We're just both excited because we'll be celebrating our 4th year anniversary in the next two months.. which means there'll be more hacking, more blood sucking and more reasons to kill each other in the process. Great!

*starts dancing the fanciful unicorn dance.. gets electrocuted by Static Shock!*

However, the bad thing is that we can't celebrate today .. not only because today's Sunday but it's raining really hard that I can't go out. Maybe we'll just celebrate tomorrow or before the Christmas Break starts. Happy Birthday to us!

Before I go, I would also like to greet my Granddad Happy Birthday today... yay! more food... I'm so hungry!!

This thesis is wrecking my brain.. I can't concentrate, I can't do anything without worrying about it, I can't even close my eyes without thinking about submissions and the dreaded deadline... The pain.. the tumors! Must kill... KILL!!!

What's the point of making a thesis anyway? Is it just for the sake of graduating without honors? Or is it just a sick excuse for professors to make the students research, gather data from strangers, waste their money and computer inks for some paper crap that will not be published at all? Or better yet, is it just a way for teachers to persuade their students to use the library for the sake that the library can be called a "library"? or something like it..

I spent the entire day reading the materials for our darn thesis, revising what we have wrote last week and again, worrying for what's to come in the next dreaded months.. If you're wondering how am I doing right now.. let's just say a few paperworks later, I'll be a cadaver. I need a break!

I'm dead.. I haven't been updating my blog lately due to some unavoidable circumstances.. like my dreaded thesis, for starters. I can't concentrate on my work, neither do I have enough time to rant about something else other than my thesis. I'm so envious of Mari.. she'll have to wait until next year before she suffers the same fate I am presently going through... Waah!!

*Golda cries while Mari laughs at her... BWAHAHAHAHA!!!*

Another thing, Christmas is fast approaching and my beloved godparents are nowhere to be found.. It's so ironic because they wanted me to attend their birthday celebrations, and somehow give them a gift but when it's Christmas or my birthday, they disappear like thin air.. Such godparents I have.. maybe it's time I start writing for MAD MAGAZINE, my life's already a segment for it. To make matters worse, my goddaughter Chammy is already asking for her gift! Wait girl, ninang has no money yet!! I think I should join my godparents on their "hibernation"..

Just want to say belated Happy Birthday to DK (Dec. 16).

Since I've got no money, and lots of reasons to catch migraine, all I can say is

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Got this one from Raece's friendster..

1. kamusta ang araw mo
walang kwenta

2. ano una mong ginawa pagkagising mo ngayon?
naligo.. late na ako eh

3. anong su’ot mo ngayon?
school uniform

4. ano gusto mong kainin?
Siomai, isaw, chicken feet, siopao, dumplings... yum!!

5. ano ang gusto mong gawin?
kumain at magliwaliw

6. ano ang gusto mong sabihin ngayon?
BADTRIP!!!

7. sino ang iniisip mo ngayon?
Si Lloyd.. mga inaanak ko... dami!!

8. may problema ka ba?
oo.. dami.. nasa blog ko lahat yun

9. anong salita ang pinahahalagahan mo?
*quoting Vash Stampede* Love and Peace!!

10. kung meron bakit mo nasabi?
ayoko eh.. problema ba yun?

11. mga bagay na hindi mo makakalimutan?
masasayang bagay

12. may gusto ka bang sasakyan ngayon? ano?
CRV... kung motorsiklo naman, Ducati (ung gamit ni Trinity sa Matrix Revolutions)

13. wish mo ngayong pasko?
Sana masaya life ko next year.. sana maka-graduate.

14. gusto mong buwan/araw ng taon?
November.. maliban sa araw ng patay, birthday ko!

15. san ka galing ngayon?
sa skul

16. nakakainis ba?
yung alin?

17. bakit mo to sinasagutan?
wala na akong magawa.. badtrip pa ako!

Since it's Christmas and everybody seems to have a wishlist, maybe it's time I should formulate my own.. and here it goes..


1. A Nokia 7210 (or any phone that has a built-in camera in it).
2. A Palm Pilot
3. A Ducati Motorcycle. (the black one Trinity used in the chase in Matrix Reloaded).
4. Twisted 1-6 by Jessica Zafra
5. My own PC.. with modem and speakers!
6. CD's by Evanescence, Oasis, Hole, Suede, Parokya ni Edgar, Korn, The Corrs...
7. A huge, authentic poster of The Beatles (framed).
8. Pleasures by Estee Lauder perfume.
9. Chocolates.. lots of chocolates.
10. A huge teddy bear or any stuffed toy.
11. Star Wars Ep. 1 VCD.


I wonder who can give me these stuffs?

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!